Something that Has Got Nothing to Do with April's Fool

"LEISURE" by William Henry Davies

What is this life if, full of care,
We have no time to stand and stare.
No time to stand beneath the boughs
And stare as long as sheep or cows.
No time to see, when woods we pass,
Where squirrels hide their nuts in grass.
No time to see, in broad daylight,
Streams full of stars, like skies at night.
No time to turn at Beauty's glance,
And watch her feet, how they can dance.
No time to wait till her mouth can
Enrich that smile her eyes began.
A poor life this if, full of care,
We have no time to stand and stare.

My English teacher in high school taught me this poem.
And of course, it carries not significance to me at that time.
But today, out of nowhere, the lines just emerged in my mind
and its meaning appeared so real to me.
Indeed 'A poor life this if, full of care,We have no time to stand and stare'.

Sailing in His Love

I cannot say that I have triumph over this challenge that You gave me
At least I have managed to pull through it
With You that gave me strength
Word that gave me answers to life
Prayer that gave me peace
Friends that cheer me on
Mum that called in time
Tears that rolled on my cheek
And the so many things that made my voyage in storm worth its sailing
I guess right now I am still sailing in the sea
Not far from my next stop

Oh Lord, how little do I know of the word love,
Easy to spell yet hard to fathom its truest meaning
Simple to say yet hard to show
The word love that I say often times comes with
Selfishness, jealousy, envy….
All I want out of love is just for me myself.
Father, you created the word ‘love’
And you gave life to the word ‘love’
It’s because of love that you created us
It’s because of love that you let us make choices
It’s because of love that you call us back even when we made wrong choices
It’s because of love that you still want us despite of all our iniquities
It’s because of love that
You would sent Jesus to die for people who rejects you
It’s because of love that we still can call You Abba Father after all we’ve done

Merciful God,
Now that I have only a bit of the bitterness of sacrificing for love
Now that I have decided to let go this feeling that I never thought I would be trapped in
Let Your love overcome
Overcome my feeble love for this friend,
Let all that in me be given unto You
I really want to love You

I am broken, yes, truly broken
Lord, now that I am shattered
Shape and mould me O Lord
That I may become your instrument
Instrument that plays only Your music
Music that echoes Your love
And may this instrument of yours
Finds one that will fill its loneliness
Discovers one that will play with it the perfect rhythms of love
That glorifies You, O Lord, the Greatest Lover Ever.

You know all my hopes,
Lord, You know all our fears,
And words cannot express the love I feel,
But I long for You to hear.

甜酸苦辣

I have always thought this post is rather poetic. My Mandarin teacher must be happy when she sees this because my mandarin did improve. :p Thoughts written here are no longer my struggle. It just adds another sad yet beautiful chapter to my life. Thank you for teaching me more about love and the reality of life.



生活是个跷跷板吗？当一方在高处时，另一方就必须在最低处吗?


生活是个战场吗？不是你死就是我活，都要敌人受伤才解决到问题吗？


生活就只有“爱”这个字吗？


但愿时间和神伟大的爱能将这都一一冲洗掉。。。


让我这破碎的心能痊愈。。。让我忘了一切童话故事。。。


永生大哥啊！你这一次真是泥足深陷了。。。


从山顶跌倒深谷的感受和经验一点都不好受啊！


堆集了在心里两天的泪终于流出来了，


希望这段感情就此告个段落。





神啊，救救我吧！


Ku mahu cinta Yesus selamanya

爱不一定是拥有

如果结局真是如此，我诚心祝福你们。。。

爱你也是一股压力

在这一刻，我觉得最好的－就是让我们顺其自然。
我对你说一万次的“我爱你”并不能解决一切的困扰。
我一直固执地缠着你，只会让你更辛苦，更加的喘不过气。
如今，我唯一能做的就是等待时间来证明一切,
让天父一一为我解开这一个迷。
虽然处在这过程的我并不好受，可是我依然会珍惜这痛苦但甜蜜的一刻。
可以说我不知所措，但我并不是气馁。
在这瞬间祝福你我，给大家个美好的结局。
结局里不一定是你和我，只望你开心幸福。
我并不打算退出, 因为我愿意等你。