Monday, August 25, 2008

Happy but Sad

While God's grace is so abounding, I cannot help but woeing to myself to stop looking for miracles in my results... and here again, it comes. I checked my results online and I saw it. I was just hoping that I pass all my papers. The results was better and worse than I think. Am I confusing? That's what actually happening now. I am happy and sad at the same time. Happy because I passed them all and sad because my average is at critical level again!!!

Oh God, I yearn to leave this life of a loser!!!
I want to be a good student again.
Help me O Lord!

Sunday, August 10, 2008

ENL 291.. One Paper Down, Three More To Go

I just sat for my first examination today, which is an english paper. I have much confidence in this paper. However, my confidence got a blow when I read the essay questions. I have to choose one of the three:
a) E-commerce will enhance business.
( People take e-commerce as a subject, what in the world do I know about it? Maybe I am really lacking in my general knowledge)
b) Marijuana should be legalized for medical purposes
(Marijuana ? Now that's a good topic.. I only know it's some kind of painkiller drugs.. What else besides that?)
c) Professional athletes do not deserve the high salaries they are paid.----------------->(Thank goodness God provided me a way out)... Oh NOooooo, I just remembered that I forgot to put in transition words in my essay. Now, I am dead. Never mind, let bygones by bygones.

First paper down, it's project management paper tomorrow, one subjects that requires nothing more than extreme brain power,literally. We are required to swallow the whole of the subjects notes and vomit it out during exam. Another 'not useless' but 'useful' subjects??? Engineers also need to learn something about business too. For example: Balance sheet? Business Plan? Marslow's Hierachy of Needs? Ten rules of Brainstorming? Definition of Project Management? They are drowning me... HELPppppppppp!!!!!!!

Now sunday school songs comes in handy and apt.
Sing with me:
With Christ in the Vessel, I can smile at the storm
Smile at the storm, smile at the storm.
With Christ in the Vessel, I can smile at the storm
As we go sailing home.....
(Oh yeah, I am sailing back to Ipoh soon, after the exam)
Just three more papers to go.. USHhhhhKAaaaaa!!!!